And I forgot that I am a woman

"Images of my private life continue in my imagination... pictures of repeated failure... I failed with my first husband, Abdul Hamid... and I failed with the man who attracted my femininity... Adel... and here I am failing again with my husband Kamal... What is the secret of this failure?! .. I am definitely not stupid, I am not repulsive, I am not promiscuous, and I am not cruel in my selfishness...