Heard obedience

"Victoria" tried to relax to calm her nerves after the tension she had suffered since her departure from London the previous day, it was impossible for her to relax because in a moment she closed her eyes, her thoughts in all sides, she may find acceptable reasons for what she determined to do. She asked: Acceptable to whom? Of them herself or from "Marda"? She did not think of "Merdit" and he did...