My Great Awakening

This question-answer session is a dialog within myself, an attempt to explore the depth of my views, personal regrets and at a serious life's introspection.Could I have done right things but failed myself and people who counted on me at one point in time? Most of all, why I feel I failed as a husband, a father, even as a son or a big brother?Did I really fail or failed to "e;go-along to get-along?...