Stand the Test

A few years ago my wife of 33 years was diagnosed with breast cancer. It was particularly aggressive and she has been gone for a few years now. These past few years have brought dramatic changes in my life; when this first happened it was the why her, why now, and I couldnt understand why He would do this! I then shunned Him and church; I was tempted by the bottle. He knew as well as I did, if...