Ways and methods

"My doctrine in life is that I have no doctrine; all my actions are just a mess within a mess; what I want, I do not do, and what I do not want, I do. I think of myself as a ball in the hands of a powerful player who throws it into space, neither of them knowing where it is headed or where it will end up! In my view, life is a game played by an eternal, everlasting force that produces incomprehens...