How to make a disabled person

I didn't mean it... Please understand me and my feelings... I'm just scared... I just want to be cared for... I can't stand seeing you paying attention to others... I'm jealous, and that's my right... Why don't you understand me?I'm your first child, the little one. Why do you suddenly see me as grown-up and mature, someone who's supposed to care for my little brother?I'm still a child!