In Love With An Older Man: A Fertile Forbidden Age Gap

(Older Man / Younger Woman Risky Age Gap)Evan. The man who took my innocence. He's totally inappropriate, of course. Twice my age, a lifelong bachelor. He tried to do the right thing, told me to live my life in college, and have relationships with guys my own age.Problem is? They do nothing for me. Sure, they're cute, and fun, but they can never take me to the highs Evan did that first time.I need...